Kundalini Psychosis Or Transcendence

Jane 17/08/21: Been thinking about this… ūüôā To me a psychosis and a psychodrama seem to be very similar and like a period of uncontrollable energy. I think that the difference with a major Kundalini episode is that energy surges through the body not just the mind with the goal being an activation of the…

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Order Out Of Chaos

Jane 02/06/21: O.K. so I am firmly back in my own place again but as yet I do not know what the coordinates are? Lol.¬†Like I say, I can clearly define phases on my path by my experiences. Some in weeks, months and others in years, now I have got my head around it I…

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I have questions :)

Jane 18/05/21: So when I compare myself pre awakening to now I am basically a completely different person. It was what I could only describe as a total transformation of a human being. Is that how it felt for you?¬†¬† Laz 18/05/21: In one respect, yes. That of my internal being. I now view the…

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144,000

Laz 20/04/21: So i’ve just come across 144000 theory, are you aware of it and do you place any credence in it’s existence? Jane 20/04/21: I have been going with my flow and for the past couple of days I seem to have been doing my acquired practice of prolonged sensory deprivation. I tend to…

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Obsessive Bug

Jane 18/04/21: Subject: The “bug” in my head explained.¬†The “obsessive bug” in my head is….. Topic: KUNDALINI. Source is the ultimate¬†addiction.¬†It goes a bit like this…..What is this force?¬†How much of it can a human vehicle take?¬†How much of it can an alien take?¬†What can it potentially be used for? What could I possibly do…

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Sexual Desire

Jane 05/04/21: Do you mind me discussing something personal with you?¬†Sexual desire.¬† Following my major Kundalini episode I was quite surprised when I discover that I had lost all volitional sexual desire, just not there anymore. I would have put it down to an age thing but prior to that experience I was pretty active…

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Shamanism

Jane 29/03/21: This is interesting, it is talking about a concept in the old true good secret societies teachings on how they “operated”. Using alcohol and a state of trance.¬†I think for me the alcohol acts as a “male” ally, the weed a “female” ally.¬† You need a male aspect for any stimulus. And both…

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Past Lives And Reincarnation

Jane 22/03/21: As I see it and understand it the main body of so called evidence for past lives is from children who record past life experiences in their conscious awareness.¬†They are still plugged in to the higher realms and still connected to source. Until their ego comes in at around ages 7/8 where they…

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Saw this and thought of you :)

Laz 21/03/21: Probably more accurate than many religions! Jane 21/03/21: I absolutely love that! You are so right. It would have the emotional orthodox Christians in a right spin. It cracks me up how that is the kind of thing that has these kind of retards today making death threats! Funny how egos want everything that…

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The Impossible Dream

Jane 19/03/21: From my diary – 2012. My consciousness had reached the star Sirius ‚ėÜ, it took 8 and a half years.¬†I was gobsmacked to later learn that Sirius is 8.6 lightyears away?¬†So I think my consciousness was travelling at the speed of light?¬† I’m going to stop saying “this sounds crazy” about everything to…

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