20/10/21: I’ve been going through it today I can tell you, Kundalini surges, anxiety, paranoia, revelation, psychodramas, and I think I have caught the new delta + variant. Gotta Catch ’em all, hey! In the middle of a pyschodrama following Sajid Javid’s speech this evening I came…
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Laz 27/07/21: So I’ve just watched the new Ghostbusters trailer, and I freaked out at this bit (shown in the image) when I saw it. I was like in shock and suddenly felt fear. I know this pit, I’ve stood on the edge of it too, this must be an archetype I wasn’t aware of!…
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Jane 12/05/21: My mind seems to have been off on one again lately. It’s like being taken over, no control but you know it’s coming from source so put up no resistance. But this time I was able to be both experiencer and observer simultaneously. To be honest I feel like I’ve been on some…
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Laz 04/04/21: I’ve just read an article on mind control, while scoffing chocolate! I appear to be totally resistant to manipulation, coercion, gaslighting, and alike. Do you feel the same way? It’s like like all the propaganda that convinces others means nothing to me and I see right through it. Jane 04/04/21: Ah, mind control….
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Jane 01/04/21: Something else that is interesting that I noted from my path. I used weed for 7 years up until the main 40 day episode. In that moment I stopped everything! Including smoking weed. Those 40 days I was free from any chemicals or drugs. The first 10 days was also fasting. Then I started drinking…
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Jane 26/03/21: Ok it’s late. I didn’t think I was going to email you tonight. Been in my own world. But yet paradoxically still with OCD. My mind is super active right now for some reason? It’s 3am! I am having thoughts … I keep thinking about this thing about Kundalini as an energy where there seems to…
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Laz 23/03/21: Have you studied aliens much? I’ve been deep in it for years as you might imagine! Jane 23/03/21: Absolutely. I was too. Immersed in it for years. I was gobsmacked to discover the alien I was waiting for as in that picture, was actually my own higher being. I studied channeled information that…
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Jane 17/03/21: What I am noticing lately. I have lost all interest in the world again. I used to keep up to date with everything, especially what was going on in the US. I had to keep an overall big picture of what I was dealing with, and the implications of things. even politically. I…
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