If everything in the universe is connected then what does the death of my mother mean?
If I look at it metaphorically is my mothers death like a micro scale fractal death reflecting a larger macro scale one. Could it represent a small version of the idea of the death of the universe’s mother?
It reflects an “end of something” pattern like chaos repeating and refracting at every scale of existence, and I wonder if this has been observed by others?
Also I wonder what it means metaphysically for me, like is it the start of a new puberty or maturity within me now? Have I entered a new stage of life. I certainly have zero backup now in terms of unconditional support, and I have to not only take full responsibility for myself, but for my children now. I maybe assume that responsibility she had for me.
A passing of the torch!