Laz 22/05/21: Have you ever come across this image? I’ve just discovered it and am blown away by its meaning! Jane 22/05/21: Yes, I know it well. The ultimate goal. The perfected human 🙂 Laz 22/05/21: Do you know who created it? All I could find was “an ancient alchemist”! Jane 22/05/21: I don’t know specifically who…
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Jane 18/05/21: So when I compare myself pre awakening to now I am basically a completely different person. It was what I could only describe as a total transformation of a human being. Is that how it felt for you? Laz 18/05/21: In one respect, yes. That of my internal being. I now view the…
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Jane 12/05/21: My mind seems to have been off on one again lately. It’s like being taken over, no control but you know it’s coming from source so put up no resistance. But this time I was able to be both experiencer and observer simultaneously. To be honest I feel like I’ve been on some…
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Jane 03/05/21: I have been watching your video again and considering yours, my friend’s and my experiences. Due to kundalini energy we all had similar “psychotic” experiences. The difference for me was that I had already left the world and was isolated so it was easier to manage and hide from others. We even had the…
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Laz 20/04/21: So i’ve just come across 144000 theory, are you aware of it and do you place any credence in it’s existence? Jane 20/04/21: I have been going with my flow and for the past couple of days I seem to have been doing my acquired practice of prolonged sensory deprivation. I tend to…
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Jane 18/04/21: Subject: The “bug” in my head explained. The “obsessive bug” in my head is….. Topic: KUNDALINI. Source is the ultimate addiction. It goes a bit like this…..What is this force? How much of it can a human vehicle take? How much of it can an alien take? What can it potentially be used for? What could I possibly do…
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Jane 08/04/21: I feel like things are kind of falling into place now 🙂 I quantum jumped reality’s after reconnecting to you and getting my mind back out of the matrix and now my mind is settling again into my own realm. I had the craziest thought last night, it made me burst out laughing….do we…
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Jane 05/04/21: Do you mind me discussing something personal with you? Sexual desire. Following my major Kundalini episode I was quite surprised when I discover that I had lost all volitional sexual desire, just not there anymore. I would have put it down to an age thing but prior to that experience I was pretty active…
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Laz 04/04/21: I’ve just read an article on mind control, while scoffing chocolate! I appear to be totally resistant to manipulation, coercion, gaslighting, and alike. Do you feel the same way? It’s like like all the propaganda that convinces others means nothing to me and I see right through it. Jane 04/04/21: Ah, mind control….
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Jane 01/04/21: Something else that is interesting that I noted from my path. I used weed for 7 years up until the main 40 day episode. In that moment I stopped everything! Including smoking weed. Those 40 days I was free from any chemicals or drugs. The first 10 days was also fasting. Then I started drinking…
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