Jane 08/04/21:
I feel like things are kind of falling into place now 🙂 I quantum jumped reality’s after reconnecting to you and getting my mind back out of the matrix and now my mind is settling again into my own realm. I had the craziest thought last night, it made me burst out laughing….do we have the same “bug”? Regarding kundalini? I am ploughing on with my curiosity. I guess that’s what motivates me. Lol.
Laz 08/04/21:
Do we have the same “bug”? A bug, like a worm? What do you mean by “bugged”?
Jane 08/04/21:
This concept of “Cosmic soul mates” is the same as that A team relationship we discussed. This author was very careful in not giving away any specific details of “magic” for fear it would be used by the “dark” side. Well no shit, Sherlock! Lol. I have been waiting for years to work this stuff out about what you can do with Kundalini and these so called powers on the cosmic level and what they even are? Lol
Laz 08/04/21:
I have some nervousness around this particular topic, Did I tell you that this crazy lady at that organisation latched onto me with this last year?
Jane 08/04/21:
I don’t know what impression that lady gave you? These concepts are poorly understood. Working with someone cosmically is symbolic. It is nothing more than a connection of minds with a mutual and shared fund of information to exchange ideas and gain new knowledge. By bouncing off each other. We are doing that naturally all the time. Cosmic just refers to it be of a higher vibration. Most of the male population couldn’t stand up to the likes of the Masons let alone a female.
Jane 08/04/21:
This is very different to a matrix/karmic soul mate level. Her work is so occult it was hard to decipher and she had a Victorian attitude. These practices were simply a kind of magic to enlightenment for a genuinely seeking individual wizard/esoteric practitioner. The philosophers stone, human alchemy. It can be accomplished within the one being for self enlightenment with the right work, inner alchemy and self male/female balance.
However, she talks of “higher uses” if it can be accomplished between two individual but equal male and female beings. That was my realisation of the ultimate power team we talked about. But I have not been able to work out what the fuck they were up to apart from the fact that the wizard one of the team used a kind of trance state, alcohol and the abstract mind Lmfao.
In the male dominated era she lived in she had some balls to confront that male world. She was a well meaning secret society, only admitted equal numbers of males and females and valued both equally. They got the balance perspective inner and outer spot on. I also liked her because she also ran on the Buddha and Christ principles. I do know she was big into Glastonbury and Arthur/merlin. Lol. The guy she married was a wizard called Merlin. I read everything I could find on this subject. But she gives no indications even to what she meant by the “higher occultism”?
Laz 08/04/21:
“she had some balls” What is the female version of this? There must be one that doesn’t refer to male genitals!
Occultism just means that the meaning is hidden, it isn’t itself “evil” What book are the photos from? Might like to read that myself 🙂
Jane 08/04/21:
They saw this as a goal for white magic as well as the way to access the fruits of new knowledge. I think “higher” may just mean inclusive, like for the good of the all not just the few? I don’t know why but since reading her work this has “bugged” the fuck out of my mind for years I only put the concept to it being a bug when you told me what you experience and that you thought was a mental illness. Lmfao. Sorry. I guess it could be perceived that way.
That very book is a tattered one that has had a place under my pillow for years. Unfinished business. Lol. Do you think it is possible we could even have both been harbouring the same fucking bug? Ha ha ha ha that would be hilarious if so.
My curiosity has been burning about this shit for years. Lol…like I have just got to work this out! I had to go back nearly a hundred years to find this limited information. Her whole “teachings” was really good but as with everything you needed discernment to see through her crap because everyone has their crap! religious, cultural, ego opinion. Unfortunately I think her old fashioned attitude got her work kind of buried lmao. Only universal truth stands the test of time.
She was what I call a 5D filterer that makes an expert channeler, as in she brought it down into her consciousness as she recognised it from a higher power but didn’t profess to have any experience of it. That’s actually been the best sources of information for me. I guess it has to be with something that has never been done before?
As long as you can see through their own mind filters, I see this kind of information as deriving from a higher level for people who can pick it up. They are like messengers to me. Unfortunately I have not been able to further my research beyond what she said on higher occultism or its uses? I just let source do it’s work anyway so I don’t know if I even need to know? Lol. But yeah, I don’t have control and I do feel a lot of energy and activity going on lately so that makes it kind of exciting! Lol.
Do you think this could turn out to be a simple case of two heads being better than one?
Laz 08/04/21:
“two heads being better than one?” No idea, i’m not feeling any pull from the source in this direction.
Sorry i’ve not been very communicative over the last day or so, i’ve had a bad headache 🙁
Jane 08/04/21:
Sorry you have been suffering with a headache. Maybe I am doing your head in? Lol.
She was determined to keep the purity necessary so as not to allow it to degrade as it did with the male dominated societies. . It means….She had the courage to stand up against that whole male dominated world. I find that energy in myself stems from what feels like a kind of testosterone surge. Lol. hence my description. When you put two heads together you have two minds thinking on the same lines but because there is a dual perspective from both sides, it’s a more complete picture. Balanced. A “bug” in the mind.Something that wont let you rest until you resolve it. I hope you feel better soon 🙂
Laz 08/04/21:
Thank you, I can’t imagine it is you causing it 🙂
I found the book from the excerpts you sent – Esoteric Philosophy of Love and Marriage by Dion Fortune, and I have a pdf copy now. I will read it but, unfortunately it seems to be linked strongly with the twin flame idea online, which I got an education in 12 months ago.
I’m all for bouncing ideas off each other 🙂
I thought of a female “balls” metaphor: She stood up against that whole male dominated world like she was protecting her kids from them 🙂
So, you’ve had this book under your pillow long enough for it to become tattered and presumably well read.
May I ask as to your intentions in our conversations? While i’m in a mode of playful discovery, what mode are you in?
Jane 08/04/21:
I don’t have intentions, just curiosity. It’s more the evolution of man that is interesting to me in that book. I found it so interesting. Things like the way the “bodies” evolve. Not the love and marriage thing at all. I find that a bit too cultural.
I’d never heard of the twin flame stuff until recently. I didn’t even see that when I was studying this stuff. It wasn’t a concept I had recognised or even considered. You actually studied it? I thought that it was all shite to be honest. I only realised it was maybe a possibility when I had my realisation of what it takes to be an A team 🙂 But I don’t know, I’m still learning myself. Playfully yours, Jane 🙂
Laz 08/04/21:
So I skimmed the book, and focused on a few sections. The twin souls section was much like twin flames concept. I was initially invited by that lady to investigate, and she pointed me at documents and youtube videos. Then as things got weirder the co owner from organisation said that the lady had done this previously with someone else, so I did a deep dive to understand it and I agree with you, it is shite! 😀
Jane 08/04/21:
Yeah of course it is because what I realised is if there is such a thing then in order to genuinely work cosmically you need a cosmic consciousness! Duh Lol. But like I say that book was written in 1930. It needs discernment to read but if you can look past the shite I found it extremely interesting regarding the evolution of man 🙂
The very first book I read that became like a beginners bible for me was “the light shall set you free” I read it possibly 20 times or more over many years. As I evolved my beliefs changed and some of the stuff lost meaning for me but the basics on the universal laws is something that never changes. That part was always a go to. Now that book looks real tatty! Lol.
Laz 08/04/21:
I’ll have to look that one up too 🙂
The light shall set you free reminds me of the words in this song:
Jane 09/04/21:
Hope your headache is better 🙂
Laz 09/04/21:
Yes, all good here thanks 🙂 Been listening to an audiobook of The Light shall set you free, it covers a lot of ground!
Jane 09/04/21:
Prince Philip has died. 96, bless him. RIP. So what is your opinion on the royals? Seems to be another great divider in this country. Are you pro royal or more Republican?
Laz 09/04/21:
I don’t really have an opinion on it, I could argue either way but ultimately they are just there in the background so I’m a bit, Meh!
Jane 09/04/21:
Yeah me too. I see both sides and think…Lol. But then I think that way on everything when seen in duality. But bless the queen she’s going to really miss him :(I used to be anti royal then in my transformation I studied the queen and noticed that she truly was a unique individual in that she gave herself up to serve God and country as she understood that role to be. I actually quite admired her after that.
Laz 09/04/21:
I wish she’d step in and get rid of Johnson!
Jane 09/04/21:
Is that because of the individual that he is? Or more specifically because he is a conservative?
Laz 09/04/21:
Because he’s a liar
Ummmm. I’m a bit lost for words!
So that The light shall set you free book has a whole philosophy about communicating to ascended masters with vibrations, presumably from Kundalini. WTF have I stumbled into!!! 🙂
So I’m having these experiences that I think are unique and instead of me being on the fringe of some undiscovered human ability, there’s a whole secret society dedicated to this stuff!?!
I’m split in two now. Half of me says this is evidence that the phenomenon is BS and just some internal nerve activation I’ve triggered, like mentally patting myself on my own back for thinking the right way.
The other half is like, shit shit shit shit shit, this is really real! Who’s the Ascended Master assigned to me?
Jane 10/04/21:
I just woke up and realised something, I think we may be even more on the same wavelength now 🙂 However reading your last email I am not too sure where your head is at right now? Explain the split to me. Are you saying you are in doubt as to your experiences?
“WTF have I stumbled into!!! ” that made me laugh, and I have never heard you use wtf before. Lol I have been surprised at how quickly you get things. I know that I sometimes don’t explain myself very clearly and It can take multiple emails to express myself but I am now pretty confident that we can always get there in the end 🙂
Notice this book mentions the Arthur/Merlin concept too in the law of perpetual transmutation of energy. Remember everything to me is symbolic. It seems to have been a path of following the symbology for me. Maybe this book was what we needed to kick start some in depth discussions? If so I look forward to it. Lol.
Laz 10/04/21:
So, i’m part skeptic and always have one foot in the science:
Jane 10/04/21:
I don’t understand why this causes skepticism? This information proves/disproves what to you scientifically? All is vibrations, all is mind. Science tends to see such things from its own limitations. Even science has a limited vibration. It has a density about it. The workings of the mind and consciousness is not an objective subject, it doesn’t fit in to a scientific framework. The two sides of the brain are very separated until balanced.
Of course it starts in the right hemisphere because that is the non scientific side of the brain. I was very science left brained myself so in order to obtain balance that was the first thing that needed equalising. The spiritual mystical dimensions are internal, just because science doesn’t understand it doesn’t make it any less valid or real. The proof is in the “changes” that take place within us, for ourselves to see. Yes we start out with the mindset of “I need to prove it in order to believe it” a good place to start, but eventually realise that is not possible for the whole path.
We encounter frequencies that change that tack e.g. You can have 5 people occupying the same room/space in the matrix but they can all be of completely different levels of conscious awareness basically in different realms of mind. Could anyone tell that? No! If we have to have our experiences verified by some scientists or even psychiatrist then we won’t get very far. We need to believe in ourselves and have faith that our inner guidance knows the facts and what it’s doing, cause I can assure you…The so called experts…don’t! Lol.
Laz 10/04/21:
You see i’m an engineer by training and profession. My interest in the organisation (where the S is science) came from their attempt to reveal the science in the experience of Kundalini. I can both accept that there is a pseudo religious spiritual experience going on, but also a chemical/electrical one. My drive in my work with the organisation was to bring the science out of the mystic, and spent a lot of my time with them writing “R” mathematical code.
You must understand that I came from an engineering world and found myself cast into the spiritual. I’ve seemingly found on my own these same experiences written about by mystics and light workers, and I want to understand them, and make sense of them. I’ve never been one to accept that 2+2=4, I’m driven to want to know why?
I’m reminded now of my experiences with the mental health “professionals” They were convinced that my brain was incorrectly firing and wanted to fix that with drugs to suppress it. I knew that wasn’t the case, and that I had unlocked “level 2” in my head and moved beyond their thinking.
My brain wasn’t defective, but super charged. It is the will of the source that I bring this to the masses, that is what I’m doing with my website.
Jane 10/04/21:
I absolutely understand that and your background. I was also cast into the spiritual. I’d say dragged! Lol.
I am with you in the quest to understand these chemical/electromagnetic experiences. That was my interest in seeking out the organisation. I just felt it wasn’t going anywhere.
Writing “R” mathematical code? Explain that more to me please.
Laz 10/04/21:
I think cast is more appropriate as I’d had warnings/precursor experiences that it was coming in my life prior to it. Maybe I was destined to do this from birth, hence the cast!
So “R” is a Python like programming language and environment for doing maths and visualising it with graphs and such. We were trying to glean information from the surveys that contributors had filled in for Spiritual experiences and history of practice. But the data we had was not sufficient in volume or in quality. So the owner pushed on with his “evidence” and we started the app phase with people filling in their forms on their phones and having meetings about practices based on this iffy data.
I’m all for pushing to publish on time with writing, but this was a different kettle of fish and we didn’t have the source data to draw conclusions from, hence the next phase didn’t go well, although it was fun meeting lots of people 🙂