Closer to God

I am looking for answers...

I want to understand the universe, figure out what goes on inside our heads, and find out what death is before I die.

This site is a brain dump...

It is my soul opened up for you to read and is primarily for my own sanity. If you are a similarly tortured soul, you may be interested in watching as I attempt to become enlightened, or descend into the pits of depravity.

Laz	Doomsday Clock

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Update History

29 Nov 2009	Update in World thoughts: Secrets
23 Nov 2009	Update in World thoughts: Swine Flu Vaccines Won't Work
30 June 2009	Update in World thoughts: 7/7 Ripple Effect
28 Apr 2009	Update in World thoughts: Swine Flu
14 Mar 2009	Update in World thoughts: Collateral
01 Feb 2009	Update in Mind thoughts: I'm Mad As Hell & I'm Not Going To Take It Anymore
27 Jan 2009	Update in World thoughts: The New World Order The New World Denver Airport
26 Sep 2008	Update in World thoughts: Age Of The Gross
24 Sep 2008	Update in Mind thoughts: Will Update in World thoughts: Execute Best Ever Way Of Life
20 Sep 2008	Update in World thoughts: It's Getting Worse
16 Sep 2008	Update in World thoughts: The Big I Am
12 Sep 2008	Update in World thoughts: Chat Room Dangers Followup
14 May 2008	Update in Mind thoughts: Unemployable Empty Distractions Schizophrenia 37,000ft
09 Mar 2008	Update in World thoughts: Truth & Experience The Emperor's New Clothes
02 Mar 2008	Update in World thoughts: Chat Room Dangers
29 Feb 2008	Update in World thoughts: News Blackout Predators Update in Mind thoughts: Migraines
02 Feb 2008	Update in Mind thoughts: E-Diaries Rosedud Update in World thoughts: Aliens Update in Science thoughts: Children Of Earth
05 Oct 2007	Update in World thoughts: Freemason's Email
01 Aug 2007	Update in Mind thoughts: Evacuation Complete
18 Jul 2007	Update in Mind thoughts: Mentalist Massive
03 Jul 2007	Update in World thoughts: Communism
13 Jun 2007	Update in World thoughts: The Feral Beast
11 Jun 2007	Update in Mind thoughts: Being Laz Update in World thoughts: Earth Consciousness All About The Numbers
26 Apr 2007	Update in World thoughts: Heroes I Am A Meme
22 Feb 2007	Update in World thoughts: Fascism From Democracy
08 Feb 2007	Update in Mind thoughts: I Think I Used To Have A Porpoise So Fed Up Update in World thoughts: Fuck You Buddy Blue Cheater
08 Feb 2007	Update in World thoughts: Police State
06 Feb 2007	Update in World thoughts: Elephant's Graveyard Panorama & The New Gene Revolution Update in Mind thoughts: The Prisoner Explained
05 Feb 2007	Update in World thoughts: Aum
04 Jan 2007	Update in World thoughts: Homo Neophilus Grizzly Man Black Iron Prison The Intelligent Choice
10 Dec 2006	Update in World thoughts: Left & Right Dictocracy Cars Tuttle Buttle
17 Nov 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: V's Pattern
19 Nov 2006	Updates in World: School Leavers Counting Chickens Godless Comfort Eating Conscious Connection Where Is The Magic Animal Farm Unabomber Thought Crime
22 Sep 2006	Doing my bit for One Web Day
19 Sep 2006	More catching up in all areas.
18 Sep 2006	Appologies to you, I have not updated in a long time. I have been writing continuously however and will be posting the atricles over the next few days. I'm afraid that I can't be arsed to put links here right now as it's midnight, but may come back and do it another day.
09 June 2006	Update to an old page in honor of it's new Wikipedia status: Hyde Park Masonic Symbols
07 June 2006	Update in Mind thoughts: Tyrant Types A Perfect Choice A Better Time Update in World thoughts: 666
11 May 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: The Thunder Abraham The Rock The Bee
04 May 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: Revolutions
03 May 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: The Accessions Missing Part The Immunity Jonah
19 Apr 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: The Elevated Places
17 Apr 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: Personal Freedom And Responsibility Vendetta Clues
13 Apr 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: The Cattle Roadside Update in World thoughts: Sloping Shoulders
12 April 2006	Update in World thoughts: Masonbusters
1 Apr 2006	Update in Religion thoughts: Scarlet Carson
31 Mar 2006	Update in Mind thoughts: Ghostbusters Update in Religion thoughts: The Dinner Table V's Message
29 Mar 2006	Update in World thoughts: Freemason's Email Update in Religion thoughts: The Women
28 Mar 2006	Update in Mind thoughts: Dieting Update in Religion thoughts: The Land Of Do As You Please Torture The Cow The Family Of Imran
25 Feb 2006	Update in Mind thoughts: Reading Signs Update in Book: Chapters 8,9,10
23 Jan 2006	Update in World thoughts: Whale Protest
20 Jan 2006	Update in Science thoughts: Belief In The Collaborative Universe
11 Jan 2006	Update in World thoughts: Recapitulation - Events
09 Jan 2006	Update in Mind thoughts: Middle Way Falling Asleep Update in Poetry: Fundamental Truths
20 Dec 2005	Update in thoughts: Madman Territory
11 Dec 2005	Update in thoughts: John G. The Cocoon The Dreaming Emissary
24 Nov 2005	New section: My Book