Laz 23/03/21:

Have you studied aliens much? I’ve been deep in it for years as you might imagine!

Jane 23/03/21:

Absolutely.  I was too. Immersed in it for years. I was gobsmacked to discover the alien I was waiting for as in that picture, was actually my own higher being. I studied channeled information that was perceived to be coming from Arcturians, Plaedies, even native American aliens. I believed all sorts of shit. That they had implanted my body with chips, were communicating with me via my tinnitus, high pitch tones and stuff going on in my ears. I was completely cooperative with it all.

They were building a football arena near my old house and with just the frame structure up, going through my psychosis 40 days I believed it was a landing space for the craft. I had my bags packed (metaphorically) and was ready to go! Then I realised that it was all symbolic. There is an alien archetype in the collective. 4D. I think those who are not religious find it the most helpful. Alien teachings seemed to correspond with the true Christian values. 

Laz 23/03/21:

 Do you read Whitley Strieber’s books, in his latest he confesses to having Kundalini! It’s all related 🙂

Jane 23/03/21:

Next step up from Christ consciousness.  Lol.

Do you know what shocked me? When I saw o called Buddhist monks in Myanmar who have basically become like terrorists killing Muslims. I thought good god, how can that be in any way a part of Buddhism? Even they have lost the fucking plot! Do they not see their own hypocrisy?  Total blindness, with even the underlying teachings lost! from a religion of peace? It kinda blew my mind a bit. 

Laz 23/03/21:

I think all humans are fundamentally schizophrenic!

Jane 23/03/21:

I agree. Everyone of them has issues, everyone of them has psychological disorders. Many just don’t realise it. When you don’t judge people you get the true measure of them. With detachment it’s just funny. 

Laz 23/03/21:

So much of modern life is tragically funny. I wish more people could see it, but they are so caught up in the virtue signaling to notice!

Jane 23/03/21:

I just got a funny memory recall. They told my friend he was schizophrenic in one hospital. He wrote on the wall with his own shit…”Think on your own sins bitches! “I laughed my arse off because I knew they would probably take an image of it for evidence. But seriously, the fact he was pushed to that mental point was more shocking than the act itself. And he used the poop emoji when telling me about it. Lol. 

Laz 23/03/21:

A classic move 🙂

Jane 22/03/21:

There has just been a lawnmower going, and it is not quite as “painful” !!!  yay! I think having to be somewhat grounded here was causing those sensory problems?  Maybe I will get some respite from the sound wave bullets now? 

I have been reading your website. We really do share the same “spiritual ideals”  🙂

Laz 23/03/21:

It’s communicated to us from the source 🙂

Jane 23/03/21:

If you don’t mind me asking you, what were your parents like? Did you have a happy childhood? What cultural environment did you grow up in? Did you have any childhood issues to resolve when you went through your path? Sorry, I know I can ask a lot of questions. Just tell me to back off if you are uncomfortable answering 🙂

Laz 23/03/21:

I’m an open book, feel free to ask me anything 🙂
My mother was lovely but a worrier, and my father, well I grew up in Germany on army bases and my brother an I referred to him as our Sergeant Major! He was strict and authoritarian, and i’m sure him hitting us would be considered child abuse today! It’s where I got my hatred of unjust authority! I address this in my writing 🙂
Overall, I had much more freedom than my kids do today, and i had a lot of fun out of the house with my friends. In terms of culture, it was army bases so there were military men with guns, and armoured vehicles all around. 

Jane 23/03/21:

Here is a chart on the frequency levels of human consciousness. Across the scale. I thought you may find it interesting?

Laz 23/03/21:

I had a version of Dr Hawkins chart up in our living room for a while, I was using it to show my girls 🙂

Jane 24/03/21:

Oh I get it now….cogs in motion mind. lol. O. K. So Dr Hawkins was my “imaginary friend” from a fucking long psychodrama so it seems .lol. Just put the connections together for me. He explained that these Buddhists go into what they call the “void” at the frequency of 800 and their minds believe that is the top/ceiling. That is what they are taught. I mean you won’t move having found bliss. 

He also explained that it is below 600 where people need a saviour to believe in. Before they find their inner way. So above 600, in bliss they would believe they are done. They end their path they are Stone buddhas. Because of inside the box living, thinking and teaching. On my path I found that bliss an excruciating point. Like so amazing but only for a limited period of time. I got “bored with bliss”. I moved on. Then, Imagine that most pleasurable experience for humans is something like an orgasm, they transcend temporarily,  its bliss, but you could not withstand that peak of an orgasm for an extended period of time. Normally it peaks and falls within minutes into a post orgasmic bliss then dissipates. When it doesn’t it gets too much! 

I cannot explain to you what a real full on kundalini charge going through you feels like. Turn that auric flow of movement into a supercharge…so fast it turns into white light. Pure source! I remember I had to go through that void. Could not stay there. But it was because I had to push beyond that void. I think that void could be the top like membrane, ring pass not around that flower of life stuff we talked about the other day.

Of limited knowledge? That is the mental realm levels of consciousness box.  I don’t remember what term you used for it? At the top of the 4th dimension. I pushed through, on to the other side of the ring pass not outside the box into the 5th dimension. I did realise it was something to do with my “vibrations”. When it first happened like I say, I honestly thought am I going to go too far here ? 🚀 lol. Like into the truly unknown, into the beyond. Especially mentally. That’s certainly how it felt. But I knew that source was the pilot. 🚀🚀🚀  that’s what the alcohol and weed did to me. It was my higher mind realm vehicle out of my lower physical vehicle/being. With the power behind it being nothing but source intent/will.

Laz 24/03/21:

Gosh, it’s been years since i last had a toke!  

Jane 24/03/21:

Eventually, the 4th dimension fell entirely away. It no longer exists in my conscious awareness,  yet I am fully aware what it contains. I had to either experience it or understand it to dump it, transcend it. I fully understand every single individual human beings perspective on the planet. If I couldn’t how could I interact? I am multidimensional but I stopped projecting what I no longer needed in my head.

4th dimension. Hawkins explained that it is below 600 where people need a saviour to believe in. Before they make contact with their own inner saviour, there higher self. The type that need their religions and beliefs. So above 600, in bliss these dead wise monkeys would believe they are done. But like I say these poor people do raise the overall vibrations of the planet. From outside the box. For the good of the whole box! 

A problem cannot be solved on the same level of consciousness that created it. This “saving humanity” stuff for me went in cycles. I am the messiah, here to save humanity. I know that to save them we need first to save ourselves. We want to save them but we know they have to save themselves. Fuck it, I don’t really care. I have no opinion anymore,  because I am not looking anymore because I don’t need to. All responsibility gone. I Paradoxically I have my own mind back yet I have no mind again. yay!  aka “me” and . “Is”.

If I can describe it as such the after shocks of that mission have surprisingly rocked me to my core. And I mean multidimensionally. And from male and female energies. Especially emotionally, oh my god the pain in that emotional realm/body due to my emotional attachment.  Anyway,  I don’t think I need to consider source giving me any further hard as fuck challenging missions…In fact I think the exact opposite, in that maybe we are the mission now?

Just go with the flow.. I don’t know because I am not in control. Do you seriously feel like you are?  

Their whole model is like the scientologists, in that you must pay more to get to the next revelation and at no point do they tell you the secret! That’s because they can’t. They are delusional. How can they? They don’t know themselves. Charlatans who charge for knowledge are not going to be given any secrets from source that’s for sure. I found scientology fascinating. I find all cults fascinating. It’s the psychology behind it all and the mind control methods they use.

I like reading these kind of toads sites to identify their methods. That is so sad about having your creative expression dumped on like that by morons. People get so wound up about the most stupid things, taking offence where none is meant. Having no sense of humour. I guess it’s part of the human condition. I hope you don’t feel like that communicating with me? 

Laz 24/03/21:

Absolutely not 🙂                

Jane 24/03/21:

With regards to the vaccine, I see both sides. Pro vax and their arguments for, and Anti vax and their arguments against. Both sides have their valid points. I’m kind of neutral. Then there is the issue of age. Eg: my mother is in her 80’s. She has serious underlying health conditions. The fear for that age group is or was tremendous. Far outweighing any fear of the vaccine. I would imagine that for them they felt like sitting targets afraid of their own fellow man, but more than that afraid of their own loved ones. All from a microorganism they cannot see or detect.

My mother was petrified until she had the vaccine. The antivax propaganda machine was making things worse for the likes of her. I had to counteract it. Then you have the younger generation who know it is not a death sentence for them, they have stronger immune systems so some of them don’t give a fuck and don’t consider the effects they may be having on others. I get that too, they are young and want to live their lives. What is right for one person  is not necessarily right for another. But It’s all a matter of perspective. As with all of life. The law of relativity.

Most people only are concerned about what concerns them. And those type of people to me can be very dangerous if given too much platform for their big gobs! It’s nothing more than their opinion. Conspiracy theories crack me up. The nucleus of truth that starts them gets totally lost and completely distorted in order to fit the mindset framework of the persons creating them. As for giving the experience of Kundalini justice in our explanation of it…Now I do know that’s a hard one!  It’s not called ineffable for nothing 🙂

Laz 24/03/21:

Although I do wonder if i’ve now crossed a line with you on the vaccines?       

Jane 24/03/21:

No, don’t be silly, you cannot cross a line with me. I get all that you are saying, and from the perspective of governments using the “crisis” for their own underlying agendas to bring in new powers and laws. I see all of that. Yes it is a cultural revolution. A great reset as you put it. I am counting on it! Lol. I am just pointing out that if you go down to the basic roots on individual human psychology in survival there is differing perspectives on things like vaccines. For or against? . To me it’s all a part of duality.Yeah, I had to wait until my daughter was grown up and independent of me before I could use my “ally”. Funny enough,  it was her that got me on the stuff! 

Laz 24/03/21:

You see i’ve done the OCD deep dive thing on the “crisis” and cannot see it as anything but cultural revolution, Chinese style. Once you find who’s behind the curtain and then read what they are saying, it all drops into place with an Ah Ha!

Some books I read for reference, and I also joined the WEF!           

Jane 24/03/21:

What I have noticed across the generations. My daughter’s generation have energies/frequencies that seem to be designed to wake up the oldies. The stale old farts. But it’s understandable if they cannot wake up.  if you are aware that our government and culture literally brainwashed us into bigotry, homophobia, prejudice. You only have to look at the propaganda of the time. When they repeat it for discussion shows it can literally blow people’s minds at the horror behind the whole concept. I was all of the above, a product of the time. My daughter rid me of some of my prejudice by watching her as an example. I mean take homophobia, you was locked up for having gay sex in my day. Now they can get married legally. It’s like two poles apart.

Then the government expect the generation that they made homophobic to just change their minds and beliefs. That’s not possible. Then they criminalise the very beliefs they themselves instilled. Same with race prejudice. They shipped over black people for our benefit, whilst putting out government announcement propaganda against interrelationships. Had I not had kundalini, and my ally, I would have stayed trapped in that horrendous mindset. The older ones become more rigid and it’s like a self contained prison of the mind. They don’t evolve. It’s easy to spot someone’s level on the consciousness scale once you know what that scale is. 

The majority in power are old farts with that rigid mindset, they need to move aside for a younger more forward flexible thinking generation. But that is the progression in the evolution of consciousness. I joked at the pandemic killing mainly oldies and thought maybe it was designed to wipe a few off! Of course that was from a completely emotionally detached place 🙂

Laz 24/03/21:

I agree, and the virus has been nicknamed “boomer remover” as you correctly identify it seems to target the older generations! The thing that bothers me, is not the sexual revolution where anything goes, nor is it race or sex equality, as those are just things that should be. But there is this trade off and an intelligence apartheid forming in our society with the clever and altruistic being excluded from positions of authority.

It’s like the “elite” want to make everyone dumb, and if you aren’t, then you are to be prohibited from climbing the ladder! Our leaders are so insultingly stupid, and they are meant to be as they do not pose a threat to the elite families 🙁 

Jane 24/03/21:

I think that like everything once the critical mass is reached, it will all implode. The clever and altruistic amongst us are probably just watching and waiting. With a knowing that it will self destruct! The vibrations will make certain of that.

You know before the pandemic I got a psychic vision of it. Spreading across the planet. My greatest wish for an ideal world would be every individual living connected to their own higher selves living individual lives but working for the good of the all. Then looking at the scale of consciousness, I imagined a kind of energy sweep across the planet, I would  do it in my shaman mode, sending out an energy of “let this frequency raise your vibrations or get off” Kind of like a rapture. 

I am laughing again now… I told my doctor that I was on a mission to raise the vibrations of love and truth in humanity. I said a lot to my doctor, he was the only person I communicated with for years, he would home visit me but even then I had to give it to him in writing.  He probably thought I was just a crackpot! I think there is great power in the written word. 

Laz 24/03/21:

Yes there is, and I totally agree with you, as I’m sure you already know 🙂

Jane 24/03/21:

I know the physical biological virus spread just as virulently as a virus in the collective. It knocked everything out of kilter, e.g. Masks, face coverings were in the process of being banned! So funny.

It cracks me up the way the “matrix minds” try to figure me out, but cannot! I just got a letter from the NHS.

Laz 24/03/21:

How do you feel about being discharged?

Jane 24/03/21:

Oh I didn’t ask to be referred to haematology, some stupid doctor did that because he couldn’t figure me out! I have absolutely no desire to have doctors anywhere near me. It had been 10 years since I had any contact with them. The first letter made me sound like a depressed idiot. I told my daughter what they were thinking about me, she couldn’t see it until I pointed it out. I told her that if they come out with that shite to her to tell them straight I am not fucking depressed, far from it and that I do not need psychotherapy. ( I have my own on call if and when required. Lol) 

My daughter to some degree gets me, I triggered her higher self by a simple exchange between us on something she was struggling with from her subconscious. It was blocking her. Then she soared on her own path. My family thankfully just accept me for who and what I am. I don’t ever complain or give out negative vibes. I like my life the way it is thank you very much. I told her when this all started all I want is for people like that to fuck off and leave me alone.  She sent a crying with laughter emoji at that. 

Jane 24/03/21:

This is a blood level that was “abnormal” I am sure it is a case of as above , so below.  Mind to body. I know I was going back to a higher altitude. Can you imagine the medical profession getting their heads around that one?

Laz 24/03/21:

Or not! The poor souls are limited by their “education” 🙂

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