I don’t profess to understand all of this video, the science bit is at 6 minutes in, it explains the concept of how knowledge stops because it was secret, with the two circles surrounding the whole. This is what was described in esoteric knowledge as the “ring pass not”. The human consciousness cannot go beyond this and especially with an ego. It encased the 3rd and 4th dimension.

We have to have complete harmlessness to get outside of it. Could you imagine what a human ego would do and the chaos it would cause to the universe if it was allowed to be let loose? With an emotional subconscious mind! This is what I mean about limitations of consciousness. I find no matter what someone says it always requires a degree of discernment. And I understand that people are at different levels and have their own beliefs. The “alien” stuff at the end and crop circles is bullshit. They are man made. This kind of stuff, incidentally is 4D to me. So are conspiracy theories. It comes from within the ring pass not. I hope that I am making sense?

Laz 15/03/21:

I’m struggling to follow you I must admit. That video had the hallmarks of a sales pitch, with its lack of information about the “how”, e.g. How is the periodic table related on a element by element basis?

I get that the pictures can represent some maths but there is little detail of how it relates to reality. It’s just pretty pictures made from other pretty pictures. The only thing I know for sure from any of that, and its not even in video is that the vesica pisces shape is strong architecturally, and used in may arches in churches, well the top half anyway. This was discovered before the maths of it was known.

Jane 15/03/21:

No it wasn’t the overall video that was important, not the science stuff. just the concept of that section as it referred to where knowledge comes from. Sorry if I complicated things. 

Laz 15/03/21:

So I get that the flower diagram had a boundary and this was hiding additional patterns, and this can relate to our view of the world, with special knowledge on how to view the full picture being given only to those trusted with the information 🙂

Just had a thought about your statement “Could you imagine what a human ego would do and the chaos it would cause to the universe if it was allowed to be let loose?”

What if the source tests us to see if we are ready for higher knowledge, and this could be why views of Kundalini being bad exist, and tales of madness arising from those seeing people fail the test, are told. It is to make the experience only available to the few who can handle what comes next? You know like the danger in believing you are god after having an awakening, that is a destructive path that can be followed even in those who can pass the test!

Jane 15/03/21:

Oh I know how much we are tested to determine if we are ready and can be trusted with higher power. Over and over again!  Separate the wheat from the chaff. I think that concept was one of the last experiences my friend told me about. He really did feel persecuted in his life by everyone, I mean understandably when you feel rejected by humanity but give out love but nothing comes back to you. I would preach and encourage forgiveness. He went through a psychic vision and destroyed the planet in his pain. Then on realising what he had done he sobbed and said no I wouldn’t do that.

In righting the wrong he thought he had passed. But I thought to myself, I know that only your immediate reaction counts because we can’t control that. That is our true reaction. Whoa, that made tears spring to my eyes. Bless him, he really did try so fucking hard! There is the “messiah complex” that many people go through, including myself. I thought I was here as a Jesus to save humanity. But that has to be processed and transcended for progress to be made. It’s just the ego rearing it’s head. I mean people are being encouraged to become Christ-like, then when it hits in spirituality as a mental health crisis, instead of working through it via psychotherapy, they are medicated and it gets knocked out of them. But I think we both agree on our views of the medical profession. People fear what they don’t understand and this path is ineffable to the medical profession, as well as the people who are perceiving it in others.

Having Christ Consciousness does not make you a messiah. It means you live by “what would Jesus do?” I know that we are all a part of God and were made in his image, but that doesn’t make us God. It means we live by “what would God do?” I am sure that was this last testing mission. We work on the same wavelength as God but as servants of God. Destructive paths by people who are deluded can be followed but I can assure you that Source does not give any credence or power to charlatans. It’s like a safety valve. That is why the tests are so rigorous. 

Laz 15/03/21:

Agreed, so what do you make of the direction the world is headed in? For me it feels like a new dark age coming. Every bone in my body cries out “resist this” but also “no action is needed by you”.

As I look around at my situation, everything is calm, there is love, and I’m kind of in a bubble where I live, and the inner city issues that we see on the news are not my world. I feel like I’ve been put on hold, to wait for something. The only thing that makes sense to me is that the world is falling apart, and when it is done with that, I will be around to help my neighbours put things back together, maybe in a new configuration.

I can’t stand all these new age types who are proclaiming this the birth of a new spiritual age of enlightenment and freedom. It is the exact opposite from my observations, and even it could be a seeking out of the awakened to snuff them out, and prevent them from helping others. All of the signs I’m seeing point to the mechanisms at play as being manipulative and deceptive in nature, and this is no way to bring light into the dark.

Jane 16/03/21:

When you say that you feel every bone in your body cry out “resist this” what do you mean? resist what? And what do you mean.. dark age for who? Is this just the dark you perceive?  Why is your physical body feeling it? Like in your bones feeling.  

Laz 16/03/21:

So the one thing that Most people crave above all else is power, and the balance of good versus evil is shifting. The percentages have been in favour of good for a long period, but people have become weak and corrupt and now we are seeing the opposite happening. Think King John and the Sheriff of Nottingham occurring again. The way this is being brought into existence is through fear of the coronavirus, and of consent being given to authorities without laws being agreed, and instead we have rules and guidelines that are policed as if law.

The “powerful” think that the masses are stupid, and they are probably right, but they have now been emboldened to act, and so we see acts of “power” exerted against the public all over the world. I mean look at this Sarah Everard case, I know it’s not proven yet, but the metropolitan police who have been extremely heavy handed over lockdown regulations, are potentially now killing people. So the inversion of protecting the public versus abusing the public is manifest, and the trust in authority gone.                        

I hope this is the catalyst that starts a push back against the evil, but it is everywhere and I think most organisations have been corrupted with the people at the top having no morals and seek only more “power” at any cost, and they look after their own. if we’re thinking about archetypes again, this is the gang culture in effect. To resist this then is to say no and to mean it. It’s not a military action, but a peaceful resistance that is needed, and what i am doing; civil disobedience.                        

As to my feeling, I was being metaphorical, my bones don’t actually ache, but something deep in me feels this, like it is a physical muscular clench! I do the same thing you have with information, and I seek it every day from many sources around the world as well as listening to pod casts and news items. I’ve got it down to a science, and am actually able to do it along side my work and home life such that it doesn’t interfere.

Jane 6/03/21:

That makes thing clear, thanks. I agree with everything you say. I see everything you describe.  I think I was forced into battling for so long in the past years it has worn me out. I am taking a hiatus 🙂 As you know things are always changing depending on where we are, e.g. at one point I had to make a promise to source that I would never interfere in another’s path or life and that went on for years. So imagine how contradictory that felt having to do just that. At first in my deep grief, I thought maybe I had got it wrong, shouldn’t have intervened and now source was punishing me! I know now that was not the case, my emotions had become too involved. I am like a “neutral” energy that requires stimulus and stimulated I have certainly been since we reconnected. I don’t know what use I can be ? You have the skills to make a published written maneuver, I don’t. 

Jane 16/03/21:

The fact you are in a perfect environmental setting suggests that it is not coming from a subconscious cry place. There is no reason for it other than in your perception. I believe that the “no action is needed by you” is your higher self telling you the truth. RELAX! That “resist” is coming from the gravity of the matrix that you are perceiving. The fear of doom and in which case, the desperate need to help others. I am just now seeing the matrix with a more clear understanding, as you say that. This is playing out in you physical/mental/emotional realms. Most vividly, as with all of life, in the psychological realm.

Laz 16/03/21:

I know that I am not in this life to take the aggressive response to this, that action is for others, and my mission is to make a published written maneuver instead. I feel the resistance as strongly as some activist in London city centre, but that isn’t my role, and I couldn’t do anything from where I live anyway! You know I feel for others who are suffering, and I care about them as part of the collective of free people. They are being oppressed, and I feel it, and it’s not what the source wants, this is what animals crave!

Jan 16/03/21:

All is mind. All is energy/frequencies. The higher the frequencies we resonate on the higher the dimensions we can reach in our conscious awareness. All is mind. All is thought. Life is a state of mind. When that mind is perfectly balanced, in tune with God then freedom becomes a state of mind and one that allowed me to explore higher dimensions. My life is so micro cosmic on this planet,  like a single pixel. I am a prisoner in my room basically from other people’s perspective, I’ve read it in a medical account of me. but my mind doesn’t perceive it that way at all! I am actually “FREE”…suckers! Your circumstances are very similar to mine! 

Laz 16/03/21:

Please don’t misunderstand me, I know that all is mind, and my mind is calm and logical and free. I do not have fear, or anxiety and the old facets of my life 10 years ago have faded away. But I reach out to feel others pain, always have, and this goes back to what I wrote about standing up to unjust authority. This is a calling, not a pain reaction to some pointy stimulus, and I give myself willingly, with love.

Jane 16/03/21:

When you talk about things going on in the matrix, I don’t see duality in it at all. Right/ wrong  good/bad. It’s all the same to me just two sides of the same coin playing out in a world that is by it’s very nature,  dualistic. With polarities of negative/positive, male and female ego’ energies running the show! There are 8 billion individual minds/perspectives on the planet, none of which are factually correct. None able to see truth from falsehood. But that is the “drama” of life.

Let them get on with it. I find it funny at times. And I am not plugged in to the collective consciousness of humanity. It doesn’t in any way shape or form affect me or my life. I just sit in my bed, detached from it all. Doing my own thing, in my own world. I have transcended the “buddha” level. I “see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil” 🙂 🙊🙉🙈

Laz 16/03/21:

With respect to duality, I believe that the “kingdom of god” doesn’t “just happen” on it’s own, while balance may be seen overall, there are players that must be polarised for it to be achieved and maintained, and my earthly bent is good. I chose that side and am being called to act for it’s benefit in the physical world. I also trust the source but have a role to play, and for the moment that role is physical and not spiritual, my progress there is on hold without any new discoveries to report. I’ve spent too long in my life sitting on the physical fence and now it calls to me to get off that fence. If you like, i’m plugging back into the matrix for a mission, or marching into hell for a heavenly cause.

Jane 16/03/21:

I kind of went beyond all known levels and unplugged myself! Got the fuck out of there. The first “download word” from my higher Self for me was just “SHAMANISM” I had no idea what it even meant. Had to look it up in the dictionary. but went on to study and become an embodiment of one. First stage of my path before the Christian stage. I went back real ancestral spiritually.  There is a whole spiritual movement around natural drug use. Some of them have been shown to be perfect for mental health treatment especially if used in conjunction with the right psychotherapy, but of course non pharma makes sure these type are “illegal”.

They prefer to peddle their own made made synthetic crap! I’ve used weed on my path for spiritual purposes and I remember I just let go and let God I found that  being cut off from the outside world I had my own inner psychotherapist to take me through the whole spiritual process. It was unbelievable that it all came from within me. until I came to a point where I felt like maybe I’d gone a bit too far! 🙂 🚀 but Source was the pilot so I didn’t care. It gave me a multidimensional mind. A God -like perspective. 

All I can categorically confirm to you is this. From my Cosmic satellite perspective the universe is in divine order!  I TRUST SOURCE! For me too at the moment…. “I need have no input” is my message. And that for me right now after what I have been through for the past 5 years in that matrix, is a relief! All of your concerns are of no concern to me as in worries or stress. What will be will be. It is what it is. They only have a meaning of concern for me in that they are causing concern for you. It’s like being in 2 points of consciousness simultaneously. 

You talk negativity about what you “see”. I do to, it is psychotic at the moment out there but I actually see the other side too. There is a lot of beneficial undertones to the pandemic. A lot! And on many levels, I have noticed a huge amount of what I would call actual factual evidence of millions of “light workers” at play in the matrix. I see a lot of light. They do say that out of chaos, comes order? 

Laz 16/03/21:

I try to influence the spiritual realm in the same way as the physical through prayer, and to be clear I try to hold the order of the source (the kingdom) in my head such that at least someone has the uncorrupted pattern saved somewhere for my fellow humans. I think you must feel this too as you say for 5 years you acted in the matrix too, for the good of your friend. Taking a break is not giving up, and I’ve previously been out of the game for purposes of self recovery.

Jane 16/03/21:

In the place of religion that people are now so weary of, and the fact psychology has taken off as a major subject/interest in such a broad way in the collective means people are naturally seeing/finding there is a simpler path to finding themselves. There is a major “wake up call” going on even for leaders/politics. Because the world is watching itself! Each country watching each other. Comparing and competing in “competence” I think it’s fascinating because they have all been put on the spot! It puts me into psychoanalysis overload if I think about it too much. 

Laz 16/03/21:

With respect to the “wake up call” i see things slightly differently. Yes there are people like lightworkers trying to grab this moment and turn the King John period into a return of King Arthur reign. I know this, and see it, and try to help in my part. However, if you can see the pattern that is emerging of evil winning, albeit temporarily, then I think we must go into hiding at some point when things get really bad, and emerge again when evil has consumed itself. In that time we can help rebuild in the right way, with a plan written by the source not by man.

Jane 16/03/21:

It depends where you are “looking” as to what you are seeing. Where your focus is. I do know that Source has everything in hand and my messiah complex intent was to save humanity so if I am needed to do something still, to save that humanity then source will do it through me. Right? Because I have no self will, I have no idea what I am actually doing. Does that make sense? 

Laz 16/03/21:

In answer to your question, yes you make sense.

Jane 16/03/21:

It’s like there is no volition in me unless I am directed by Source. I guess you could say that I AM A SOURCE ROBOT as opposed to a matrix one 🙂 “Of me I do nothing, it is the Source within me that does the work” So, I take neither credit nor blame for anything I do. I don’t tell anyone what I do. You say that “what you are seeing” is no way to bring “light into the dark”  and you are quite right, so stop seeing it or stop letting it get to you….If you are the one to bring that light into the dark. 

In Buddhism they talk about the “maya” the illusion. That is the psychological realm of humanity. So interwoven and it’s the grid that the mind is stuck in. Plugged into. It kept me  from seeing the light. Like you I too see symbology in everything.  Especially peoples words. You feel like you’ve been “put on hold” to wait for something  and the only thing that makes sense is that the world is falling apart and then you can “reconstruct it in a new configuration” Maybe from a different perspective that relates to your mind realm? Like being reconstructed in a new configuration?  Question: do you still feel like you are “on hold”?  – Discuss! 

Laz 16/03/21:

I think I’ve just been activated in the spiritual again by the source and by your return!

Laz Divine